Apr 19, 2004 20:17
wednesday I'm going out to eat with jen. I'm really excited for this. my best friend since 6th grade and I haven't seen her since my birthday in january !!!??? so much to catch up on.
amy and I are talking again. this makes me happy.
the way I feel with ________ scares me. I've never had such a strong feeling for anyone in my life. I'm trying to think of the right word to describe it, and I just can't. lauren was over there on saturday night with us and she told me that she was jealous of ________ and I. she said that she has never seen me so happy and lively as when I am with him. and she's right. and it sort of scares me because this makes me vulnerable.