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Great.
You're Colombia!
You do a lot of drugs, and these have kind of distorted your view of reality, to the point that everyone looks like an enemy. You keep trying to restore order over your schizophrenic world view, but you don't even know which goal is your own and which is someone else's. You're pretty sure someone needs to be punished for all this, but who that is changes all the time. Things would be a lot better for you if you switched to coffee, or even to decaf, but all this money would be hard to give up.
Take
the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid
So, i haven't made my presence in LJ known in quite some time. I've been busy. not gettingsomethingdone busy, just.. passingthetime busy. which is quite unproductive. I know that one day, things will start to gather momentum.. but until i can actually see it happening, it gets a touch frustrating. I feel like i'm going to be 27-28 years old by the time i start making a dent in Life. I can't really say that I'm depressed. I've got Amber, and she is wonderful. The sunshine poking through the clouds. She's pushing herself through school, and as soon as she's done, i'm going to get on mine. Money is ok.. in fact, we are doing better then we (hell, better then I) ever have in the past. I just feel stagnent, and that has symptoms that a very much parallel to depression.
It's getting on midnight, and i must get to bed. I will continue on these thoughts. If anybody reads them and wants to chat.. cool.. otherwise, i think that getting this stuff out into a tangible form will help.
BTW, to any psytrance/electronica fans.. i have made a new discovery. Infected Mushroom. They are the greatest thing to come out of Israel since.. well.. Jesus. I, mean.. come on.. check out how cool their cover art is. That is creative. I'm tossing the idea of a related tattoo around. (don't freak out amber.. just brainstorming for the moment.)
keep it gangsta.
You're Colombia!
You do a lot of drugs, and these have kind of distorted your view of reality, to the point that everyone looks like an enemy. You keep trying to restore order over your schizophrenic world view, but you don't even know which goal is your own and which is someone else's. You're pretty sure someone needs to be punished for all this, but who that is changes all the time. Things would be a lot better for you if you switched to coffee, or even to decaf, but all this money would be hard to give up.
Take
the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid
So, i haven't made my presence in LJ known in quite some time. I've been busy. not gettingsomethingdone busy, just.. passingthetime busy. which is quite unproductive. I know that one day, things will start to gather momentum.. but until i can actually see it happening, it gets a touch frustrating. I feel like i'm going to be 27-28 years old by the time i start making a dent in Life. I can't really say that I'm depressed. I've got Amber, and she is wonderful. The sunshine poking through the clouds. She's pushing herself through school, and as soon as she's done, i'm going to get on mine. Money is ok.. in fact, we are doing better then we (hell, better then I) ever have in the past. I just feel stagnent, and that has symptoms that a very much parallel to depression.
It's getting on midnight, and i must get to bed. I will continue on these thoughts. If anybody reads them and wants to chat.. cool.. otherwise, i think that getting this stuff out into a tangible form will help.
BTW, to any psytrance/electronica fans.. i have made a new discovery. Infected Mushroom. They are the greatest thing to come out of Israel since.. well.. Jesus. I, mean.. come on.. check out how cool their cover art is. That is creative. I'm tossing the idea of a related tattoo around. (don't freak out amber.. just brainstorming for the moment.)
keep it gangsta.