Stuff
Hey people. I'm extremely sorry for not updating this more often
and for not talking to many of you all that much as of late, but I have
been super busy. I finally finished my next poem for my ENG 306
class, and I don't have class untill 3 so that's given me a little bit
of an opportunity to update. I miss you all lots, some more than
others of course. Hopefully I'll get to hang out with some of you
this weekend *cough cough, Michael, cough*
Anyway, school has been a pretty big workload and that surprises me a lot. I suppose there's just more homework when you only have the class once a week and I failed to take that into account when I took five classes and planned on getting a job. I don't want a job...but I need one desperately. I'm running out of money really quickly, and for whatever reason the DOL division at ACS isn't hiring; and that's the only place that I know would be facilitative to my schedule. I wish I could go work Wal-mart or whatever, but with my back being screwed up it's really an impossibility.
Not only is the back pain a physiological issue, but it also induces its own time restraints. I'm having to go to a lot of appointments, still. Since I go to school at night the only time I have to schedule appointments is during the morning; which is when I would likely need to be at work. Now not only is there the lawyer, the physical therapist, and the general physician in the mix; but a chiropractor and a counselor have been added to the line up. I know what you're thinking...a counselor? Wtf Sean.
Well, the truth is that ever since that accident back in May I have had periodic anxiety attacks. Note that I said anxiety attacks, not panic attacks. Anyway, anytime I am at a stop light and I have a car behind me, I completely freak out because I think they're going to hit me. As the pain drags on, the fear seems to grow in intensity and I finally conceded that it was time to do something about it. If anyone's noticed I never drive alone for very long now. I HAVE to have someone with me IE Hootie. Otherwise I completely lose it and freak out. I'm not sure why having someone else with me makes it better, but I know that it works.
Ah well, enough of my complaining. I've got to get all my stuff together and head to class. If anyone wants to see the poem, it's located right here on my handy-dandy domain name. I'll update later tonight about adventures in cosmetology and such. So long for now, dears.
Anyway, school has been a pretty big workload and that surprises me a lot. I suppose there's just more homework when you only have the class once a week and I failed to take that into account when I took five classes and planned on getting a job. I don't want a job...but I need one desperately. I'm running out of money really quickly, and for whatever reason the DOL division at ACS isn't hiring; and that's the only place that I know would be facilitative to my schedule. I wish I could go work Wal-mart or whatever, but with my back being screwed up it's really an impossibility.
Not only is the back pain a physiological issue, but it also induces its own time restraints. I'm having to go to a lot of appointments, still. Since I go to school at night the only time I have to schedule appointments is during the morning; which is when I would likely need to be at work. Now not only is there the lawyer, the physical therapist, and the general physician in the mix; but a chiropractor and a counselor have been added to the line up. I know what you're thinking...a counselor? Wtf Sean.
Well, the truth is that ever since that accident back in May I have had periodic anxiety attacks. Note that I said anxiety attacks, not panic attacks. Anyway, anytime I am at a stop light and I have a car behind me, I completely freak out because I think they're going to hit me. As the pain drags on, the fear seems to grow in intensity and I finally conceded that it was time to do something about it. If anyone's noticed I never drive alone for very long now. I HAVE to have someone with me IE Hootie. Otherwise I completely lose it and freak out. I'm not sure why having someone else with me makes it better, but I know that it works.
Ah well, enough of my complaining. I've got to get all my stuff together and head to class. If anyone wants to see the poem, it's located right here on my handy-dandy domain name. I'll update later tonight about adventures in cosmetology and such. So long for now, dears.