materialistic ATtachment
I'm excited for the new computer I purchased, which should be in the mail, but part of me is so entirely depressed that I'm even getting one. For one, why did I just waste $1555.02 on some "beautiful architectured" advanced technological machine? That's alot of money, and I could easily buy something suitable for half of that, but lo and behold I buy some overpriced tool of procrastination which will just waste so much of my time, although it could be seen as a tool of innovation, depends on how you look at it. Also, what's this computer going to do to me? I'll tell ya what, it's going to hold me down in my room, as I am now with my shitty computer that has no music or game capabilities.. think about this Mac, which is great-looking, great-running, great-sounding, and allows me to do everything I want to do on a computer, which I can't even do now, and I'm still stuck behind a computer. Maybe, beyond everything, this computer will give me the superficial motiviation I've been looking for.. maybe it'll give me some materialistic happiness and all will be good; talk about detachment, ha! ahh fuck me.