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Hey guys! How’s it goin? I'm great, thanx for askin lol... Well things are goin pretty good. Schools... well... school... I still hate it, but it's almost over for this year, then another year, and I’m free forever. Actually now that I’m thinkin about it, I'm kinda gettin worried because I got a philosophy term paper and I haven’t started workin on it... lol. Ahhh, I'll get it done, I'll get all my money for junior/senior trip, I'll have to get along without Shayna or Julie (and some others...) and I’ll have a great time at prom with Stella and same for project prom.
Speakin of Stella... I got to meet her mom yesterday, well lol... over the phone. It was great. She’s sooo cool! Gosh, we talked for like 2 or more hours and I found out a lot of stuff that I didn’t know before like things that have happen to Stella or her mom in the past... terrible things really... and it hurt to hear them. It's weird tho... I guess I love Stella so much that when I hear about bad things that have happened to her, or if I hear about problems she may have from things that have happened to her... it makes me love her and makes me wanna stay with her more. It’s like, I wanna be the person to help her get though it all. Help her with her pain... make her happy... and it makes me happy to know that she’s happy. Whether through things I do for her, or what others do for her.
I often wonder if I would have felt like this with anyone else... and I seem to always arrive at the same conclusion that I have a lot of something to give whether it’s love, affection, acknowledgement idk, and she’s the type of person who needs to be given these things. I guess that’s why we balance each other so much because we both fulfill each others desires and needs and wants. But... still... she’s different. And somehow I’ve never felt so much like I was appreciated. It just sounds so much better when it comes from her... like I know she honestly means it. I'm glad I have her :)
Well n-e ways... today there’s a cheerleading competition at Breatshit High, and Jackson’s competing. A lot of people probably think were gonna suck, but I got to hand it to my cheerleaders. They are AWSOME! I honestly could have never imagined that they could do what they are doing. I’m so proud of them, and they are so happy.
Josh is in town!!! I’m so happy!!... Yesterday we rented 2 movies (and of course one of them wasn’t the right one… but that’s what we get for getting one and putting it back in the wrong place lol). I got to drive him around even tho I’m not supposed too lol. Today were gonna go to Hazard later and in a little bit im meeting him for the competition... after I got and get a mandarin orange chicken salad from Wendy’s cuz I’ve been cravin one lol.
Well... I think that’s all that’s happening right now. I’m all alone with money and a car this weekend for 3 days. House all to myself. It’s great. And next weekend mom and dad will be gone again 2, but hopefully I’m gonna go to Morehead via Stormi's (Stella's best friend) mom and get to c Stella’s plays and stay with a friend of her's (and mine), Tristan. He’s cool. Aight then I’ll ttyl guys. Remember… stay sober!!
OgHiA
Speakin of Stella... I got to meet her mom yesterday, well lol... over the phone. It was great. She’s sooo cool! Gosh, we talked for like 2 or more hours and I found out a lot of stuff that I didn’t know before like things that have happen to Stella or her mom in the past... terrible things really... and it hurt to hear them. It's weird tho... I guess I love Stella so much that when I hear about bad things that have happened to her, or if I hear about problems she may have from things that have happened to her... it makes me love her and makes me wanna stay with her more. It’s like, I wanna be the person to help her get though it all. Help her with her pain... make her happy... and it makes me happy to know that she’s happy. Whether through things I do for her, or what others do for her.
I often wonder if I would have felt like this with anyone else... and I seem to always arrive at the same conclusion that I have a lot of something to give whether it’s love, affection, acknowledgement idk, and she’s the type of person who needs to be given these things. I guess that’s why we balance each other so much because we both fulfill each others desires and needs and wants. But... still... she’s different. And somehow I’ve never felt so much like I was appreciated. It just sounds so much better when it comes from her... like I know she honestly means it. I'm glad I have her :)
Well n-e ways... today there’s a cheerleading competition at Breatshit High, and Jackson’s competing. A lot of people probably think were gonna suck, but I got to hand it to my cheerleaders. They are AWSOME! I honestly could have never imagined that they could do what they are doing. I’m so proud of them, and they are so happy.
Josh is in town!!! I’m so happy!!... Yesterday we rented 2 movies (and of course one of them wasn’t the right one… but that’s what we get for getting one and putting it back in the wrong place lol). I got to drive him around even tho I’m not supposed too lol. Today were gonna go to Hazard later and in a little bit im meeting him for the competition... after I got and get a mandarin orange chicken salad from Wendy’s cuz I’ve been cravin one lol.
Well... I think that’s all that’s happening right now. I’m all alone with money and a car this weekend for 3 days. House all to myself. It’s great. And next weekend mom and dad will be gone again 2, but hopefully I’m gonna go to Morehead via Stormi's (Stella's best friend) mom and get to c Stella’s plays and stay with a friend of her's (and mine), Tristan. He’s cool. Aight then I’ll ttyl guys. Remember… stay sober!!
OgHiA