Don't you hate it when someone doesn't understand what you are trying to do/say?
It's funny, I try to explain to someone today that no matter what.... I always stick up for them. And that I love them and also that I miss them. I try to do it by explaining that even though people make fun of me for being friends with them, I'd still stick with them. Even though sometimes they don't understand me, and say that all I am doing is poking at them to get mad when I am actually trying to express just how much I love them.
Sometimes it's hard to be me honestly, I have friends all over the board. And they don't all like each other but I like them. I try not to sound needly to anyone, so I never really say what I want.
However, two things I do want are love and friendship. With those I am happy, and those mean more to me then anything that anyone could ever buy me.
It's funny, sometimes I put more into things then others. I'll sign back on to see if that person is still online. I doubt they will be, but it would be a nice surprise. Heh.. ironic I couldn't sleep because I missed them now I can't sleep because they made me upset.
This my sound random but if you know me you'll understand how this relates. I miss my cat.
**person wasn't on...heh.....waited a half hour it's now 3 am.... going to go play video games or something since i can't sleep. Perhaps I can stay awake till 5am so I can sleep till 3pm so I can just be awake to go to work and come back home to go back to bed*
Sometimes it's hard to be me honestly, I have friends all over the board. And they don't all like each other but I like them. I try not to sound needly to anyone, so I never really say what I want.
However, two things I do want are love and friendship. With those I am happy, and those mean more to me then anything that anyone could ever buy me.
It's funny, sometimes I put more into things then others. I'll sign back on to see if that person is still online. I doubt they will be, but it would be a nice surprise. Heh.. ironic I couldn't sleep because I missed them now I can't sleep because they made me upset.
This my sound random but if you know me you'll understand how this relates. I miss my cat.
**person wasn't on...heh.....waited a half hour it's now 3 am.... going to go play video games or something since i can't sleep. Perhaps I can stay awake till 5am so I can sleep till 3pm so I can just be awake to go to work and come back home to go back to bed*