hello, hello are u there....ne one
wiiierd how things seem to be....crazy how we change our minds.....tonight is a stange night for me....feeling sorta down.......rather sad.....not sure why...maybe i am lonely inside....i have been thinking alot about the things that have happend over the years...seems i dont know who ne one really is these days....i have been missin alot of peeps that i dont see ne more....some i wont c for a long time to come.......:(some i met at one time in my life and they have left lasting marks in my heart:)....its wierd how when u meet someone new, how easy it is to fall for them.....awhile back i met this girl who dosent live ne where close to Michigan and we hung out for a week, and i seem to still think of her every now and then.....who knows maybe we might met back up on some crazy night, on the beach somewhere again.....haaha.......u know what i am missin alot, some of my close friends i dont see that much...i hate only seening everyone here and there....i wish we were always meeting up....u guys know what iam talkin bout......hmm.......hmm...maaan i am sittin here listening to my music just thinking of the wierdest shit ever..............i really like "Our Lady Peace", there real.....dont u guys wish we could just run away to the coast somewhere and start a life somewhere new.......i really want to met a gurl, and just live somewhere on the ocean... spend our time just having fun, and working to get by....not worrying about all the crazy shiit thats happend in life...i would want to take alot of u with me tho....i luv all my friends....some piss me off, but i still luv them......i wish things made more since.....wish i knew what it was i am missin....wish i could make my mind up.....i guess i just need another drink and to keep thinking......this is a craaazy night......luv ya guys