life
LIFE
Sometimes life never seems to go the way that you wanted it to go, sometimes you get delt low blows, things you don’t want happen, your faced with things you have no control over…. Sometimes I ask God if he just put us here to suffer…. Maybe …… seems to me that things wont ever work out for me…. that’s when u know its time to just leave, get out while you can… try again somewhere new… somewhere ….. Someone….. Someone will love me the way that I love them… someone…. Somewhere…. You would think that I would just be use to it….. Use to the bullshit with my mom…. Use to the bullshit of someone who tells you they love you…. But truly don’t…. use to the LAW…. Use to the pain of losing someone close to you…. Use to LIFE….. Because that’s what it is…LIFE….. IT IS WHAT IT IS… SO MOTHER FUCKING WHAT…. I mean there’s nothing we can do to change what is done, we only have the power to change what might be someday……Someone…… somewhere……….. Maybe a different life time…. Maybe sometime soon…. I don’t think relationships are meant for some people…. I don’t think that there’s someone out there for everyone, at least not for me, not yet, haven’t found anything for me here, people will always let you down, don’t count on them, you can only count on a very select few…. I don’t blame anyone but myself, I mean its my fault that I hurt the way I do, go threw the bullshit day after day…. I seen it coming, I called it out, I just didn’t listen to what I already knew… and that’s where I always go wrong…. I know what’s going to happen, yet I still put myself in the situation, JAIL, DUMB GURLS, DRUGS, ALCOHOL, SEX, EVERYTHING THAT I KNOW I SHOULDN’T DO, I DO, its only my fault that I have to deal with all THIS …. So I guess threw this terrible fucked up year and half or so that I have had, all I have to blame for it, is MY SELF, for letting it happened, its because of me that it is what it is now, I can only blame myself, I’m the one who is fucking up, by not doing anything about it ….EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON…. Hahaha…… it is what it is………. LIFE…… so u deal with it….. U try not to let it bother you, try to move on, get past, get over, forgive, forget, try new things…. Stop with the old ways……. Who really knows though….. Somewhere…… someone……someday……..someday it will be GREAT AGAIN….maybe soon… maybe not….. I couldn’t tell you…. Because its life…….and it is what it is…….SO MOTHER FUCKING WHAT????LLL
Sometimes life never seems to go the way that you wanted it to go, sometimes you get delt low blows, things you don’t want happen, your faced with things you have no control over…. Sometimes I ask God if he just put us here to suffer…. Maybe …… seems to me that things wont ever work out for me…. that’s when u know its time to just leave, get out while you can… try again somewhere new… somewhere ….. Someone….. Someone will love me the way that I love them… someone…. Somewhere…. You would think that I would just be use to it….. Use to the bullshit with my mom…. Use to the bullshit of someone who tells you they love you…. But truly don’t…. use to the LAW…. Use to the pain of losing someone close to you…. Use to LIFE….. Because that’s what it is…LIFE….. IT IS WHAT IT IS… SO MOTHER FUCKING WHAT…. I mean there’s nothing we can do to change what is done, we only have the power to change what might be someday……Someone…… somewhere……….. Maybe a different life time…. Maybe sometime soon…. I don’t think relationships are meant for some people…. I don’t think that there’s someone out there for everyone, at least not for me, not yet, haven’t found anything for me here, people will always let you down, don’t count on them, you can only count on a very select few…. I don’t blame anyone but myself, I mean its my fault that I hurt the way I do, go threw the bullshit day after day…. I seen it coming, I called it out, I just didn’t listen to what I already knew… and that’s where I always go wrong…. I know what’s going to happen, yet I still put myself in the situation, JAIL, DUMB GURLS, DRUGS, ALCOHOL, SEX, EVERYTHING THAT I KNOW I SHOULDN’T DO, I DO, its only my fault that I have to deal with all THIS …. So I guess threw this terrible fucked up year and half or so that I have had, all I have to blame for it, is MY SELF, for letting it happened, its because of me that it is what it is now, I can only blame myself, I’m the one who is fucking up, by not doing anything about it ….EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON…. Hahaha…… it is what it is………. LIFE…… so u deal with it….. U try not to let it bother you, try to move on, get past, get over, forgive, forget, try new things…. Stop with the old ways……. Who really knows though….. Somewhere…… someone……someday……..someday it will be GREAT AGAIN….maybe soon… maybe not….. I couldn’t tell you…. Because its life…….and it is what it is…….SO MOTHER FUCKING WHAT????LLL