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I use to think it was normal when I wasn’t sober to feel how I do, what am I to do now, that I feel the same distrust, and worries being sober…. Sometimes I wish I could just get away… forget about things for a time… welll, that’s never goin to work….I feel that I am really stuck on this merry-go-round, around and around I go… o well, whos to tell, ….. These feelings I feel are so much diff then before…..I almost don’t like the control I feel I am at a lost of emotion… stuck in the confinements of one place… whooa….its really paying its toll…..I must be confused, dissatisfied by my thoughts…. U know I don’t quite understand them either….o well whos to tell…..ahhhhh…..lost maybe…..this is the rhyme and the reason….for we still have to wait til the end of the season… but give me two good reasons why my feeling are in such a way………really time will tell what will play of this mixed emotion… lost for reason…..no rhyme to shine…just don’t say goodbye….ha its about as much since as I can make of it…..LOVE