starts off sloppy ends differently..... what am i????
I am not sure bout things ne more…. The only thing that is keepin me level is the weed and 5ths……. School seems overwhelming right now, and all I want to do is quit this game of life that feels like it isnt goin ne where…. I mean at one time I thought I knew what he wanted from me in this life of mine….maybe I runaway to fast…. Maybe iam not ready to fulfill what it is I need to….. BUT I am not sure at all right now…. I feel that I am hurtin more then helpin…. All I am doin is tryin not to go crazy until its my time…. Things seem to be easier when I am high or buzzin….. I know that sounds bad… but u all feel me…. God u know I try, u know I have always shown my love for ya, and showed OTHERs ur luv…. I don’t know if I am able to see ur luv right now I am so lost….i can see the liight but theres no door…. The other day a boy asked me a question…. “What happens to the people that die, and when they die they were never told anything about JESUS”? “Do they go to hell for not believing in something they were never shown”….. I looked at him thought bout it for min, didn’t know how to answer …. But I answered him the best I could…. “boy I am not sure”! “I feel that the lord is in u, and will be found in ur heart even if u go to church or not….even if u havent read the bible…. As long as ur not doing terrible things…. and u feel that ur demons are all worked out, and THEN even if u haven’t heard the word Jesus u will still enter heaven…. I feel betta now….i just had to get that shit off my chest….now on a different note.
IF YOU READY FOR A NIGGA HIT ME…..STOP FRONTIN MOTHA FUCKERS LET THEM THINGS GO……LORD CAN YA FEEL ME…..MOMMA RAISED A HELL RAISER….LORD BE MY SAVIOR….JUST GETTING MAJOR…..NOW AM I WRONG, DON’T WORRY ME…..LIP LOCK, SHIT DROP, THUG LIFE MOTHA FUCKAZ, STRESSIN LIKE A MOTHER FUCKIN DRUG DEALER…. IAM COMIN ROUND THE CONER DOIN 90 ON THE FREE-WAY, COPS PUT THERE LIGHTS ON AND I AM RUNNIN FOR COVER….THEY GOT ME RUNNIN FROM THE POLICE NO WHERE TO GO, NO LIGHTS ON THE DIRT RODE …. NIGGAZ LAUGH TIL THE FIRST MOTHER FUCKER GOT BLASTED….AND THEY SAY HOW DO U SURVIVE WAYIN 155 IN THE CITY WHERE THE LIL NIGGAZ DIE….GET MONEY……DRINKIN LIQUOUR LOOKIN FOR A BITCH TO FUCK…..I NEED MONEY IN A MOJOR WAY, I AM TRYING TO FUCK MY GURL SHE JUST GOT PAID….. GET MONEY…. DAMNED IF I DON’T, AND DAMNED IF A NIGGA DO….NOW WATCH A YOUNG MOTHER FUCKER PULL A TRIGGA TO, RAIISE UP….AND DON’T LET EM SEE U CRY, DRY UR EYSE YOUNG NIGGA TIME TO DO OR DIE….AINT A DAMN THING CHANGED….AINT NO TELLIN WHATCHA MIGHT ROLL….. AND EVEN IF THEY KILL ME THEY CAN NEVER TAKE THE LIFE FROM A YOUNG G…..GET MONEY….
Hahha that’s a bunch of lines out of three different PAC songs that were just playing and it almost makes since…..if you can tell me the three songs I was listening to I will give you the grand prize……the name of one of the songs is in there….haha….rippin this shit like its my mother fuckin last hit…..
YOU AINT GOT TO LIE TO KICK IT TO THEM TRICKS AND THEM BITCHES JUST OUT TO GET A NIGGAZ RICHES…….
K NO MORE PAC VERSE……I AM JUST LOVIN IT RIGHT NOW YOS…..
Guess what you all….. my sis movin home again….she couldn’t afford it….she is still goin to be goin to school in lansing, but she just could afford to do ne thing besides work and and school….all her money went towards rent….. shitty I told her she need to think about it a lil more cus momma and daddy wasn’t goin to be able to help her out…..it was good for her to get out there and c a diffent side then what she thought it was like from the movies and shit…..haha just means you all arent goin to be able to crash in our extra bed…..o wells that means we can all shack up in mine…just the laddies duudes on the floor sorry nigs……
Theres some shit I am goin to touch on in the next entry buuut this is not the type of entry I can…. So until then JESUS LOOK AFTER MY PEEPS, all of em, its ruff times, and a lot our hurting…. I just want you to place ur hands on them and lift em up…..
I LOVE ALL U GUYS:)….MISS SOME:(…..AND WISH DIFFERENT FOR OTHERS?
IF YOU READY FOR A NIGGA HIT ME…..STOP FRONTIN MOTHA FUCKERS LET THEM THINGS GO……LORD CAN YA FEEL ME…..MOMMA RAISED A HELL RAISER….LORD BE MY SAVIOR….JUST GETTING MAJOR…..NOW AM I WRONG, DON’T WORRY ME…..LIP LOCK, SHIT DROP, THUG LIFE MOTHA FUCKAZ, STRESSIN LIKE A MOTHER FUCKIN DRUG DEALER…. IAM COMIN ROUND THE CONER DOIN 90 ON THE FREE-WAY, COPS PUT THERE LIGHTS ON AND I AM RUNNIN FOR COVER….THEY GOT ME RUNNIN FROM THE POLICE NO WHERE TO GO, NO LIGHTS ON THE DIRT RODE …. NIGGAZ LAUGH TIL THE FIRST MOTHER FUCKER GOT BLASTED….AND THEY SAY HOW DO U SURVIVE WAYIN 155 IN THE CITY WHERE THE LIL NIGGAZ DIE….GET MONEY……DRINKIN LIQUOUR LOOKIN FOR A BITCH TO FUCK…..I NEED MONEY IN A MOJOR WAY, I AM TRYING TO FUCK MY GURL SHE JUST GOT PAID….. GET MONEY…. DAMNED IF I DON’T, AND DAMNED IF A NIGGA DO….NOW WATCH A YOUNG MOTHER FUCKER PULL A TRIGGA TO, RAIISE UP….AND DON’T LET EM SEE U CRY, DRY UR EYSE YOUNG NIGGA TIME TO DO OR DIE….AINT A DAMN THING CHANGED….AINT NO TELLIN WHATCHA MIGHT ROLL….. AND EVEN IF THEY KILL ME THEY CAN NEVER TAKE THE LIFE FROM A YOUNG G…..GET MONEY….
Hahha that’s a bunch of lines out of three different PAC songs that were just playing and it almost makes since…..if you can tell me the three songs I was listening to I will give you the grand prize……the name of one of the songs is in there….haha….rippin this shit like its my mother fuckin last hit…..
YOU AINT GOT TO LIE TO KICK IT TO THEM TRICKS AND THEM BITCHES JUST OUT TO GET A NIGGAZ RICHES…….
K NO MORE PAC VERSE……I AM JUST LOVIN IT RIGHT NOW YOS…..
Guess what you all….. my sis movin home again….she couldn’t afford it….she is still goin to be goin to school in lansing, but she just could afford to do ne thing besides work and and school….all her money went towards rent….. shitty I told her she need to think about it a lil more cus momma and daddy wasn’t goin to be able to help her out…..it was good for her to get out there and c a diffent side then what she thought it was like from the movies and shit…..haha just means you all arent goin to be able to crash in our extra bed…..o wells that means we can all shack up in mine…just the laddies duudes on the floor sorry nigs……
Theres some shit I am goin to touch on in the next entry buuut this is not the type of entry I can…. So until then JESUS LOOK AFTER MY PEEPS, all of em, its ruff times, and a lot our hurting…. I just want you to place ur hands on them and lift em up…..
I LOVE ALL U GUYS:)….MISS SOME:(…..AND WISH DIFFERENT FOR OTHERS?