someone once asked me

[ofwhiterabbits]

if the butterflies in your stomach come from cocoons.

you were the only face i'd ever known
i was the light from the lamp on the floor
and only as bright as you wanted me to be

i cant believe i had ever sad that the academy is.... wasnt a band that changed lives.
its not true for me.
but they change my day.

"the one you love and the one who loves you are never the same person"

the way he talks to me, it makes me believe that this is true. because ive dreamed of someone saying the things he does.
but i dont feel anything. but i get weak knees and butterflies for the boy who kissed my in the rain and held my hand.
at least until i pretended i couldnt see him, anymore.
and now he has that girl.

raise your hand if you believe in happily ever after.
im okay as long as mine is in chicago with you.
(yes, this time, its youyouyou. i love you)