Dec 22, 2005 21:11
So, I've realized in the past few days that i am totally NOT in the christmas spirit. from not being able to think of a present to get for ANYONE, to not realizing what month it is, to just plain not feeling in the christmas spirit. I don't know why, i can't explain it, it's not like anything is particularly different this year. but it's just like when i see christmas stuff, it doesn't affect me in the same way.
I mean, it's not like i'm anti christmas. i love christmas, it's usually my favorite time of year. i don't know why it's different this year. it feels like it's the middle of november, and everyone else is just WAY ahead of schedule or something. maybe christmas will just pass me by and i won't notice. but is that necessarily a good thing?
who knows. i hope that everyone else out there in live journal land is having a lovely christmas/holiday season and that for your sakes, you guys are all done with your christmas shopping. i'll be heading out again tomorrow to try and finish up my shopping. maybe christmas will finally hit me like a big ass tractor trailer truck, just in time for christmas eve.
for now, it's back to my knitting, yea i really am 95 years old on the inside.
peace out for now