I want to be a me with a you.

[oftheatlantic]

I want that warm, fuzzy feeling back. I hate that everything is so fucked up for me right now. I don't really tell anyone how I feel, because most people will think it's insane.




We all hide a diary beneath some mattress
And someone has slept in my bed
Sometimes I get so naked I sing like a canary
And I scream out what I shouldn't scream.

I can't find my way in.

I'm always too scared to tell anyone how I feel about anything, because it's always so fucked up.

I feel like things went too far in Tuscaloosa. I could have stopped everything, but it seems so hard sometims. I didn't do anything bad, I just felt like I wasn't in control of anything.

I feel so horrible. I need to stop moping around the house, and actually get up to do something. I don't even feel like getting up, because I don't feel a need to.

I have a lot to do, but I just want to sit here.

I feel like I let things get too far when it comes to how I feel. There are so many things that are out there, that deal with how I feel, but I'm too weak to care.

I should have done something about you a long time ago, but I never knew I would feel like this.

I can't believe he's coming that far to see me, WTF? Why would anyone waste so much time and money on me?