sigh -- emotions as text don't really work as well
First off, its 7 AM and I haven't even had a good nights sleep, which is annoying and very tiring. I hate having problems with anything, but its even harder when its Marissa. I thought it was over, but then it wasn't over, but sort of over, and I can't really deal with that. I love her, but I still need some kind of resolution. Before I was leaning towards just ending it, but now I feel like I want to try it, but I can't even tell her this because we are voluntarily not talking to see how it goes, which is good, I guess and even though she said it, I had thought about trying the same thing. Unfortuntaly though, now I feel like I need resolution. Oh well, life goes on. Hopefully back to sleep.