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work was cool
i made 80 bucks
the next three days i have to do take out
oh well
i saw kate today
i had her for about 10 minutes alone...
i wonder if i will ever have her a whole day alone. just to talk to her
just to have the feeling of my best friend back
sometimes i wanna say "fuck off" to boyfriends...makes me so mad
especially when i hear about the things they fight about
how he tries to control her about dumb shit
makes me so mad
whatever.
Rob and I took her and Kieth out to 5* for their 4 yr anniversary.
i dont think kieth was too happy about it
about anything
that had to do with me today
cause i was around
he even ignored Rob when Rob asked him how everything was and how he had been
i don't know what to do.
if there is anything to do.
besides kick his ass 8 ways from sunday
after work i brought ribs to the police station
before i left i found that phil and erin had tagged my car
so they came with me
and we went in and the cops were all happy i brought them food and then they were like
"where is the beer?"
and i was like
"you need a license to drive with that ya know
and hey im 20...underage, you would all pull me over!"
and i just left haha
i have issues with being cocky and mocking to cops...i should control that
so yea
im hungry
lazy
not too tired...i think i may just clean my room tonight
throw in a movie...or just watch ESPN
who knows...
==well, which would you perfer a finger on the trigger or... me face down, down aross the floor, just as long as this things loaded, and will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head, this song is only wishful thinking==