blood pressure problems at 19...meh
today hasnt been so good.
I wasnt late for work but Grampa said i was
it was a bad morning, thanks to Grampa and his cruel way of showing tuff love or whatever
He agrivated me all day
I had to pull over the car to show him how to work the damn cell phone for the bazillionth time
I want to go home, I wanteed to go home at 10am...
I think he cooled down, cause he had a freak out cause he couldnt operate and see something
and he said i need a weeks paid vacation
i dont want the vacation, what the hell am i gonna do all day instead of work?
i could do homework but that gets old
everyone else is in school or working
ugh
someone
just
fucking
shoot me
half hour left...
then i can see Rob
just 30 minutes...
:(
I made a cd last night, and realized today that it sucks...I was so tired last night while making it that i didnt realize how bad it was...haha. I mean it isnt BAD persay, its just...i dont know. not what i was looking for in music today, so alas i resort to my faithful radio.
I keep thinking about riding, i had a dream about horses last night...i want to so bad. I cant stand it anymore...i really cant, i need to put some serious man hours into finding a barn to ride at. somethings gotta give. I wish i had a friend who rode too, cause riding buddies are the best, they motivate you and push you to do great and crazy fun things...if only...
I wasnt late for work but Grampa said i was
it was a bad morning, thanks to Grampa and his cruel way of showing tuff love or whatever
He agrivated me all day
I had to pull over the car to show him how to work the damn cell phone for the bazillionth time
I want to go home, I wanteed to go home at 10am...
I think he cooled down, cause he had a freak out cause he couldnt operate and see something
and he said i need a weeks paid vacation
i dont want the vacation, what the hell am i gonna do all day instead of work?
i could do homework but that gets old
everyone else is in school or working
ugh
someone
just
fucking
shoot me
half hour left...
then i can see Rob
just 30 minutes...
:(
I made a cd last night, and realized today that it sucks...I was so tired last night while making it that i didnt realize how bad it was...haha. I mean it isnt BAD persay, its just...i dont know. not what i was looking for in music today, so alas i resort to my faithful radio.
I keep thinking about riding, i had a dream about horses last night...i want to so bad. I cant stand it anymore...i really cant, i need to put some serious man hours into finding a barn to ride at. somethings gotta give. I wish i had a friend who rode too, cause riding buddies are the best, they motivate you and push you to do great and crazy fun things...if only...