Change
I've always taken on a sort of "armour" attitude, where I don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks of me, and I resent people that try to change me, but lately I've been thinking maybe I need to try to change myself, just for me.
I don't mean stop being myself, per se; I just need to be more of a self-motivator, more outgoing (though I HATE saying that because everyone else tells me I need to - and it doesn't mean I need to stop trying to think before I talk or stop being a bookworm, like they seem to think I also need to change (mofos -_-;;; )), be more productive (and work-wise, I pretty much am; I'm usually done everything I need to do by noonish, but that's almost too good, because then I have to find stuff to do until 4. Maybe I should just ask for shorter shifts despite the added perk of having benefits for doing 40 hours?).
I should also start getting some exercise again. I felt great when I did TKD and from the second workout at Spalady on (that first one gives you the energizing perk for a little while, but the next day you have this dull ache in every muscle that you used during the session - maybe I had just overworked myself, but other people I know have said they had the same experience). It isn't that I don't like my body, though I do look at the love handles and think "ugh," - every girl does. I just think I'd do well to get in shape and stay that way.
Of course, the thought of a flat belly/perkier chest/shaplier form is a great bonus incentive.
But gyms are expensive.
Maybe I should get m'self a bike, lock for said bike (my last one got stoled :( ), and decent helmet (a bike would probably cost about as much as a gym plan when you think short term, but you don't have to renew any memberships for it ^^; ), and pop my sister's Hip Hop Abs DVD in once in a while...
Also, this:
I don't know why...but this random Japanese song that's apparently about milk just amuses me to no end. XD
I don't mean stop being myself, per se; I just need to be more of a self-motivator, more outgoing (though I HATE saying that because everyone else tells me I need to - and it doesn't mean I need to stop trying to think before I talk or stop being a bookworm, like they seem to think I also need to change (mofos -_-;;; )), be more productive (and work-wise, I pretty much am; I'm usually done everything I need to do by noonish, but that's almost too good, because then I have to find stuff to do until 4. Maybe I should just ask for shorter shifts despite the added perk of having benefits for doing 40 hours?).
I should also start getting some exercise again. I felt great when I did TKD and from the second workout at Spalady on (that first one gives you the energizing perk for a little while, but the next day you have this dull ache in every muscle that you used during the session - maybe I had just overworked myself, but other people I know have said they had the same experience). It isn't that I don't like my body, though I do look at the love handles and think "ugh," - every girl does. I just think I'd do well to get in shape and stay that way.
Of course, the thought of a flat belly/perkier chest/shaplier form is a great bonus incentive.
But gyms are expensive.
Maybe I should get m'self a bike, lock for said bike (my last one got stoled :( ), and decent helmet (a bike would probably cost about as much as a gym plan when you think short term, but you don't have to renew any memberships for it ^^; ), and pop my sister's Hip Hop Abs DVD in once in a while...
Also, this:
Click to viewI don't know why...but this random Japanese song that's apparently about milk just amuses me to no end. XD