Dec 18, 2007 02:03
For the past forever I've been absolutely determined to start using this thing again. It's been a long time since I've really been alone with my thoughts. That may sound crazy but it seems that all of MY thoughts lately are influenced by something more than likely superficial. For some odd reason tonight is different I'm thinking more clearly, honestly its probably the music. It always seems to bring the best out of me. Especially when its the good kind mixed with listening to it at approx 2:08am. Who knows what time it will be by the time this entry is all finished but I'm excited to see how it will all turn out because I have no map for it all...
music stopped, hold on..
Okay so I never used to wonder what--scratch that I don't want to go into that. Anyways So I'm in my bed in my room of course myself. i don't get a lot of alone time anymore. I know that may sound repetitive but honestly I'm okay with that I don't really intend on any reading this so no real reason to please my readers. I think its that time of year where I want to be in love. How stupid is that huh? And yes I know, I know, but no. That's all I'm saying on the subject and if that is completely confusing to you reader then there is no need to go into the extremely tiring explanation. Ha a lot of things have changed with me. Its evident if you know me i suppose. You know what I'm finished for now maybe I'll finish all this up later. There a lot out there to talk about and no reason to rush.