sucking at life/Kiddie Porn!

Apr 08, 2005 20:35

I got my grade card yesterday. I did really well. All As + 1 B. I am impressed.
And then two days later I received to C's on some essays I wrote from English. And I got a 72% on a World History test, and I'm pretty sure I failed the history quiz I took today.
At least I still have psychology...

So, Kiddie Porn...remember him?
I guess he just got a computer...or aim...or something.
He passed around a lid of a pizza box asking random people to sign with their screen names.
Long story short, he IMed Bianca and I last night.

We talked mostly about music the first night.
He likes the Faint! Which is awesome.
He asked me if I liked Bright Eyes. My answer disappointed him. I told him I hadn't heard enough and what I did hear didn't really impress me. He said he wished he had a cd burner so he could burn me a copy; he thinks I'd like em' if I listened to more of their songs. And then out of no where he asked me why I'm so shy.
Maybe I'm too afraid of the idea of everyone judging me?
Half the time I'm incoherent and sound like a babbling moron? (I hear that's a turn-off)
I'm afraid they won't like what I have to say?
I don't want to come off as overly eager (to have met a certain person)?
I wasn't sure what to tell him so I said, "I guess I let my insecurities get the best of me."

The next day at school he taps Bianca and I on the shoulder and was like, "Hiiiii! It's meee! KP!"
I just kind of nodded and he interpreted that as some evil look. Seeeeee! This is why I'm shy! I give really pretty boys evil looks even though my brain is yelling, "Hey KP! I Want In Your Pants!!! I mean...hi."
He told Bianca that he thought I didn't like him later on AIM. And then I felt really bad. But uh...I told him I didn't. So I guess that means we're cool again. As if we ever were to begin with? Meh.

jump off my pen (8:50:47 PM): Which picture do you like best...of the last two?
awful leisure (8:51:22 PM): I think the second. He looks more helpless in the first but his eye looks more green in the second. o_O
awful leisure (8:51:36 PM): actually, the first!
awful leisure (8:51:39 PM): I like the helpless thing.
jump off my pen (8:52:31 PM): i could do both...

Just for the record, I posted them for their artistic merit.



ACTs tomorrow, ugh.
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