Urggle Spurgle
urggle. so tired. It was a very long day, and seemed twice that because I was dreading today for about three weeks. I was supposed to take the SAT today. Well fuck the SAT. I had to work and go to a choir rehearsal thingy, and now I'm home and I have a list of things I ought to do but just cannot muster the will to perform. Like I OUGHT to be writing out my lesson plan for the Stage Makeup Class, and I OUGHT to clean my car, and I really should vacuum my bedroom, but all I want to do is sit still and wait. And maybe I will see Steve tonight. That would be cool, because I miss him alot when he's gone, loathe though I am to admit it. He seems kinda distant, maybe it's just the physical distance though. He's so quiet on the phone. Whatever. Cannot change what I cannot control. Maybe I'll go take a shower now. Hmm