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Well today I finally sat down and read Bob's obituary. Also the first day I cried. It still does not feel real. He was such a happy and even person. So out of carictor. Found out the how, when and with all sudden death I will never know the why. Regrets and what if's, are the battle. What if I did this or I should have done that. Bob will be missed. He was my dad and friend. He taught me to like myself when my real family regected me. Gave me a chance as a groomer. Gave me a love of boating and fishing. Started my love of bee keeping. Bailed my butt out when I need help. It is going to be strange with out him.