A letter that won't be sent to a man that sucks at life
Dear Daddy...
I saw our pictures the other day. We were a family back then and you seemed happy to hold your new daughter. You just looked so happy and proud to be my dad. If it's possible for a man's soul to break, I think yours did.
Is it weird that to this day I remember making my mom call you so that I could talk to you because I missed you, but I can't even remember you?
I remember deciding for myself that you had no more feelings towards me when it became clear that after all the calls I made to you, you never once called me....you either stopped caring or only pretended in the first place.
I understand that you were an abusive cokehead....but even abusive guys have some sort of feelings towards their families.
It sucks that I have to feel bad about this because I haven't even known you for the past 21 years.
I wonder if your other children have been neglected by you this whole time....if I even knew my other sister and brother, we might be able to talk about how shitty a person you are.
-Hopefully your final kid
I saw our pictures the other day. We were a family back then and you seemed happy to hold your new daughter. You just looked so happy and proud to be my dad. If it's possible for a man's soul to break, I think yours did.
Is it weird that to this day I remember making my mom call you so that I could talk to you because I missed you, but I can't even remember you?
I remember deciding for myself that you had no more feelings towards me when it became clear that after all the calls I made to you, you never once called me....you either stopped caring or only pretended in the first place.
I understand that you were an abusive cokehead....but even abusive guys have some sort of feelings towards their families.
It sucks that I have to feel bad about this because I haven't even known you for the past 21 years.
I wonder if your other children have been neglected by you this whole time....if I even knew my other sister and brother, we might be able to talk about how shitty a person you are.
-Hopefully your final kid