Summertime
so these are just random thoughts I have about summer. everyone usually says..."this will be the best summer ever" or "this is our last summer together, it has to be memoorable" and other loads of crap. when in reality most recent high school graduates and college students, usually work 40 hours a week, sometimes more, sometimes less. but anyways by the time the party scene comes about, those that have the luxury of not working are wide awake, the others are attempting to gather together what little energy they have left to at least make the night enjoyable. but hopefully in most cases this type of lifestyle won't happen at the ages of 18 or 19, we should have more will power then that.
another thing that frequently happens is that there's that one last summer fling, that you wish would have happened a year ago. but of course it's inevitable, you try to see if it could work out, you may only be a few hours away or some other crap excuse you give yourself, when you should just allow it to be the "fling" it is and get on with your damn life.
the situation of friends, theres always that one person you "hung out" with during school, but for some reason you never really liked 'em. but somehow you got talking and now you're screwed, because you find out that this person is what you were looking for the past three years, but now they'll be 14 hrs away, and you feel like crap, because all along you two could have been friends, but because you had so many "good" friends this one was unnecessarily to add to the list.
on the other hand there's your best friend, who maybe having some damn withdrawal issues, does something immature and really pisses you off, then all of a sudden you realize hold up..what the hell was our relationship based on in the first place? so then you may feel insecure, for no reason, you isolate yourself and only have like four friends, but even then they don't fill that missing void.
oh summer, its indeed a bitter/sweet thing. you want the fling but know it'll end uneasily. that person, they got on your every last nerve in high school, but god it could have been a hella lot easier with 'em. and the best friend, the person who was always there, but turned out to be just a complete bitch or ass, so you just think to your self...i'll meet other people, fuck it.
yeah summer, you really are awesome, but without it, we'd never learn the lessons we do.
another thing that frequently happens is that there's that one last summer fling, that you wish would have happened a year ago. but of course it's inevitable, you try to see if it could work out, you may only be a few hours away or some other crap excuse you give yourself, when you should just allow it to be the "fling" it is and get on with your damn life.
the situation of friends, theres always that one person you "hung out" with during school, but for some reason you never really liked 'em. but somehow you got talking and now you're screwed, because you find out that this person is what you were looking for the past three years, but now they'll be 14 hrs away, and you feel like crap, because all along you two could have been friends, but because you had so many "good" friends this one was unnecessarily to add to the list.
on the other hand there's your best friend, who maybe having some damn withdrawal issues, does something immature and really pisses you off, then all of a sudden you realize hold up..what the hell was our relationship based on in the first place? so then you may feel insecure, for no reason, you isolate yourself and only have like four friends, but even then they don't fill that missing void.
oh summer, its indeed a bitter/sweet thing. you want the fling but know it'll end uneasily. that person, they got on your every last nerve in high school, but god it could have been a hella lot easier with 'em. and the best friend, the person who was always there, but turned out to be just a complete bitch or ass, so you just think to your self...i'll meet other people, fuck it.
yeah summer, you really are awesome, but without it, we'd never learn the lessons we do.