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i dont know what the fuck im doing. i need to get the hell out of this place. my mums bf is gonna try to get me some kida job at seaworld. im rally comfused about wwhere i wanna go with my life. i thought i knew. and i was gonna try my hardest to get there. but now i just dont know. maybe i just cant do it.
i miss joshua more thana nything. i regret leaving idaho. and i wanna go back. i have nothing here. i ralize i had more of an opportunity for anything over there. with the people i love the most. my sister and joshua. although i can do without her fat ass drunk husband.
i raelly need to take better care of myself. but SHIT!
maybe im just a pieceo f shit.
i miss joshua more thana nything. i regret leaving idaho. and i wanna go back. i have nothing here. i ralize i had more of an opportunity for anything over there. with the people i love the most. my sister and joshua. although i can do without her fat ass drunk husband.
i raelly need to take better care of myself. but SHIT!
maybe im just a pieceo f shit.