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eh. im so bored.
im doing a discovering art history class. i love it. yeah i better get a good grade./
im getting a kitty! yay! haha. im a loser i know. but my brothers cat had kittens and theres this on kitten. she's black with big blue eyes and little white hairs o her arms. she stares at me when i hold her. and crawls all over me. i love her. i named her already im taking her home tomorrow i think. she's awsome. yay! i get a new baby!
my mom is being so fucking bitchy right now. you cant tell her anything without her screaming at you because of this or because of this. i think the reason i have my freedom back is because nobody has the time to care what i do. my dad is too bussy with his fucking church shit and aa meeting ans friends and fighting with my mother. and my mother is too bussy with her online love affairs and her diet and fighting with my dad and then taking it out on me to give a shit about what i do. i mean for fuck same man. all this talk about a divorce but when are they gonna come to their fucking senses and just DO IT ALREADY! its driving me fucking crazy. i hate being in the middle of this shit. and now im getting into shit againbut do either of them have a clue? NOPE!!!!!! NOT A FUCKING CLUE BECAUSE THEY'RE WAY TO FUCKING BUSSY WITH BULLSHIT TO TAKE A LOOK AROUND THEM!
fuck this. im alone. been going places pretty much alone. unless i see someone there i USED to know at one time. USED to talk t ome at one time. at one time. not that im any part of their loves now. shit
i have no money. no family no friends.
and im losing my self respect
im doing a discovering art history class. i love it. yeah i better get a good grade./
im getting a kitty! yay! haha. im a loser i know. but my brothers cat had kittens and theres this on kitten. she's black with big blue eyes and little white hairs o her arms. she stares at me when i hold her. and crawls all over me. i love her. i named her already im taking her home tomorrow i think. she's awsome. yay! i get a new baby!
my mom is being so fucking bitchy right now. you cant tell her anything without her screaming at you because of this or because of this. i think the reason i have my freedom back is because nobody has the time to care what i do. my dad is too bussy with his fucking church shit and aa meeting ans friends and fighting with my mother. and my mother is too bussy with her online love affairs and her diet and fighting with my dad and then taking it out on me to give a shit about what i do. i mean for fuck same man. all this talk about a divorce but when are they gonna come to their fucking senses and just DO IT ALREADY! its driving me fucking crazy. i hate being in the middle of this shit. and now im getting into shit againbut do either of them have a clue? NOPE!!!!!! NOT A FUCKING CLUE BECAUSE THEY'RE WAY TO FUCKING BUSSY WITH BULLSHIT TO TAKE A LOOK AROUND THEM!
fuck this. im alone. been going places pretty much alone. unless i see someone there i USED to know at one time. USED to talk t ome at one time. at one time. not that im any part of their loves now. shit
i have no money. no family no friends.
and im losing my self respect