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i saw him walk away with her, i know it doesnt mean anything. but i still felt like crying.
after this weekend all i want to do is cry, no ones ever just put it out there like that. told me that it was all my fault and that i have to change, he told me he cried and then he threatened that it was over. how am i suppose to know what to do, i dont even know what i want.
then on top of that, she thinks she knows what is going on, all she did was yell at me that doesnt help she dident even consider the best friend thing, she jsut took his side. like he would somehow figure out she did and want her back, its B.S. and so was there 2 hour talk on closure. no wonder i laid with adam all night long. what a glourious 21st birthday party that was.
eaither way hes busy today and im going to colour my hair. ill think on this later
after this weekend all i want to do is cry, no ones ever just put it out there like that. told me that it was all my fault and that i have to change, he told me he cried and then he threatened that it was over. how am i suppose to know what to do, i dont even know what i want.
then on top of that, she thinks she knows what is going on, all she did was yell at me that doesnt help she dident even consider the best friend thing, she jsut took his side. like he would somehow figure out she did and want her back, its B.S. and so was there 2 hour talk on closure. no wonder i laid with adam all night long. what a glourious 21st birthday party that was.
eaither way hes busy today and im going to colour my hair. ill think on this later