so this is life?
AHHH last year in college. I swear, they said that high school is supposed to be the best years of your life. Err? And then they said college is supposed to be. I can say that I've probably had the best and worst years of my life these previous three years. I've never been so stressed, so tired and just strung out in my entire life, and I bet it even gets worse with graduation. But on the other hand I've had times when I've felt like I truly belong to something. I'm getting older now and I feel like a crony at this point. I'm worried about job security, grad school debt, finding someone to actually marry me before I hit 30, so I don't end up an old maid. Wow, I sound like i'm 29. Or 21 going on 40. I have no patience for needless silliness. Oh, I'll deal with your occasional weirdo, and honestly, I'm not exactly normal, but I'll have none of this silly drink til you black out, make out with everyone in sight, and that's what college is about kind of behavior. no patience at all.
He had the committment freak out. I thought he was different and wouldn't be like AHHH i'm getting old and I can't ever settle down with someone even though I've already been with them for 3 years and practically married at all. So, typically, snap goes the lock on my feelings. Sucks, eh? Bien sur. Maybe I'll stop being such an ice queen someday. Naaaaaaaaaaaaah.
btw. pride and prejudice bbc....to die for. man i am such a chick.
I think I'll go hibernate now. yeahh. later.
He had the committment freak out. I thought he was different and wouldn't be like AHHH i'm getting old and I can't ever settle down with someone even though I've already been with them for 3 years and practically married at all. So, typically, snap goes the lock on my feelings. Sucks, eh? Bien sur. Maybe I'll stop being such an ice queen someday. Naaaaaaaaaaaaah.
btw. pride and prejudice bbc....to die for. man i am such a chick.
I think I'll go hibernate now. yeahh. later.