I want to scream until I throw up.
^ don't worry I won't.
This was probably the worst week of my life. maybe. yeah. I really didn't go out much. I went to 6 flags yesterday. I didn't go on any rides. Except Hudini. woo fucking hoo. i am closing my eyes right now. when im depressed, i like to sleep. ive told the same story a million times to anyone who is willing to hear it. i studder when i tell it. i studder when im scared. i had trouble being happy yesterday. maybe i think too much. maybe thats my problem. "As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs, and sit alone and wonder, how you're making out." - thats exactly what I'm doing. i just want someone to be like.. "i know what your going through. its gonna be ok." my stomach is in my throat.
for now. forever.
-ant
This was probably the worst week of my life. maybe. yeah. I really didn't go out much. I went to 6 flags yesterday. I didn't go on any rides. Except Hudini. woo fucking hoo. i am closing my eyes right now. when im depressed, i like to sleep. ive told the same story a million times to anyone who is willing to hear it. i studder when i tell it. i studder when im scared. i had trouble being happy yesterday. maybe i think too much. maybe thats my problem. "As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs, and sit alone and wonder, how you're making out." - thats exactly what I'm doing. i just want someone to be like.. "i know what your going through. its gonna be ok." my stomach is in my throat.
for now. forever.
-ant