stresssssss
I just had a big time job interview at work. I found out Friday I had been shortlisted for a promotion type job that was created at the library and that my interview was 9:30 Monday morning. I tried to ignore the stress all weekend but it caught up with me last night. It cumulated in me partaking in an uncontrollable crying jag. I was stressed and upset at my baby daddy. It was surprising and devastating. I think the heighted hormones and emotions are a very unfortunate side effect of pregnancy. Anyhow I felt a million times better this morning about the interview and about the boy. AND the interview went really well and I'm quite confident that I have a very good shot at being selected. So all that stress for nothing!
As for the boy, that will have to work itself out in time. I don't have the energy or the desire to fight with him so I'll take a bit of a break and let him call me when he's ready to listen to my concerns.
Only 5 more days until I get to see my new neice. Yesterday I was talking to my mom on the phone and my brother and his family came over. My mom could not concentrate on me anymore. She was so consumed with exclaiming over the baby. She actually cut our conversation short!! I suppose I don't mind being ditched for Keira though, she is an incredibly cute little thing.
As for the boy, that will have to work itself out in time. I don't have the energy or the desire to fight with him so I'll take a bit of a break and let him call me when he's ready to listen to my concerns.
Only 5 more days until I get to see my new neice. Yesterday I was talking to my mom on the phone and my brother and his family came over. My mom could not concentrate on me anymore. She was so consumed with exclaiming over the baby. She actually cut our conversation short!! I suppose I don't mind being ditched for Keira though, she is an incredibly cute little thing.