Jul 21, 2005 11:12
I'm a complainer, so I guess I'll complain. My back aches. The couch sucks. I hate snoring. Oh wait, hate is too strong of a word. Umm...I dislike snoring. It's been extremely humid lately, so I'm covered in sweat while I attempt to sleep. I HATE porn, yes hate is the prefect word for that. I wish there was a stronger word for hate, that would be even better. I can't ever make up my mind. I never look pretty enough to like the way I look. Doesn't matter what anyone says. My legs are white too late into the summer. The birds have been singing too early in the morning. I am such a light sleeper. I'm still trying to get used to the homeless people in the alley ways every morning. Loud shopping carts down the gravel, a dog on a chain, and the rattle of bottles in the dumpster makes an awesome alarm clock. I am tired of living in this mind. I feel as if I'll never change. I can't make myself do anything. Gabby is being a fucking bitch about my dog. It sucks when people are selfish. I am selfish. Mike says I have an open mind. I don't think I do. I woke up yesterday with a zit on my chin. It's still there. I'm so petty. I don't want to know what it's like to be starving. I try to appreciate everything I have. I don't try hard enough. Going to the doctors is lame. People are so judgemental. I am judgemental. I wish I was a positive person. Things always go my way, but never the way I want them to. If I didn't have any of this to complain about I would be complaining about something else.