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can't stop thinking about nathan lately...so many questions running through my mind. I keep thinking back to the last time I actually saw him alive and wondering when that was. I honestly can't remember. It feels weird. It felt weird going there yesterday and him not being there but yet there are pictures of him all over the house. It's hard to get used to and I miss his laugh and his stupid jokes sometimes. I guess you'll never know the real reasons why someone does what they do until you can ask them yourself.