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you know when you get really excited about something and then you tell everyone about it, and then God decides to kick the shit out of you, and it goes away. yeah this is one of those times. I don't really know what I am supposed to do now, everything seems meaningless. ive lost everything I had, their is no way to get it back. even worse it happened out of the blue, with no warning. I still don't believe it because it seems to odd.