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this all very odd, I can't say that I haven't felt something akin to it before but this is almost rediculous. Sure I have an addictive personality, but I didn't know you could get addicted to a person. And I do think its an addiction, there is withdrawal when I am away, and elation when I am with said person. I don't know if its wrong to feel like this, because my feelings are strong, and innocent enough. I just don't think its right to totally change my personality like I do when they are gone. And I hate all the pestering, "Are you okay?", "whats wrong? do you want to talk about it" No I don't, everything and everyone gets so annoying, and I find my self thinking I don't really care about these people. Which is wrong because I do, but its the "drug" talking and not me. Despite my overdramatization its not all that bad, its just I don't like how I act when I am in withdrawal. I mean don't worry I am not selling all my stuff for drug money haha, or performing sexual favors. I don't even know why i posted about this because in retrospect its probabyl going to be taken out of context since you don't know who I am, or who I am with and who this is about.