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my house is being redone right now and i hate it. im sure the new kitched will be ok. i didnt have anything wrong with the old one. but i hate what its doing to me and my parents. i find myself yelling at them on vice versa about stupid things. and i hate it even more because i know my mom is sorta unstable and i hate feeling bad yelling at her when i know shes done something wrong and would yell at me. because i know that i wont feel as bad as she will. and it fucking makes me so angry.
and im in a constant spiral of bad moods. ive been eating nothing but takeout and shitty food for the past 2 1/2 weeks and its affecting my mood. i need to make myself food. i need good food.
piebald thursday.
mdc friday. atleast my prospects for this week are good. and some good takeout. china pan and maybe there is a place close to where mdc are playing.
and im in a constant spiral of bad moods. ive been eating nothing but takeout and shitty food for the past 2 1/2 weeks and its affecting my mood. i need to make myself food. i need good food.
piebald thursday.
mdc friday. atleast my prospects for this week are good. and some good takeout. china pan and maybe there is a place close to where mdc are playing.