Apr 16, 2004 19:48
i feel really bad.. i'm falling more and more for her all the time.. i've liked her for like 2 months now.. and i barely told mika yesturday.. and i don't even think i told maryann yet... but i found out recently that one of my friends is in love with her.. and i feel bad.. ugh with the not being allowed to like ppl..
des isn't talking to me.. i know why.. but at the same time i'm confused.. ya know?... well yeah.. i dunno...i hope that this weekend i can fix things between us.. she's a great friend.. and i don't want to loose that....
yeah.. i dunno.. made a new record... 19 days.. i can't believe i can't even go a month... it's pathetic! it really really is!!!!
maryann's my "sponser" heh...
yeah.. well i'm off..
~luv y'all! (in mike's words.. "peace love and rock and roll")
~margaret