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i miss her soo much.. i don't know why.. i'm not suppose to like you. i'm suppose to "like" you.. but not like you.. ugh-ness.. i'm sorry....
you probably know who you are. i kind of hope you do.. but then i don't.. i don't want things to change between us.. i still want to be able to hug you as i always have.. i don't want anything to be different between us.. i really don't.. but i don't know.. i'm sorry if i avoid you.. i really am..
well yeah.. i don't know.. i just don't know..
well yeah.. competition tomorrow. i really don't want to go.. i don't even know how i'm getting there.. i think mika's takeing lea.. and i know lea doesn't want to see me.. and i don't think mika does either.. and my dad most likely isn't going.. meh.. i suppose i will go get a lock and ride my bike to eastlake.. whatever.. i don't care..
well yeah.. so how is everyone's spring break going? i hope it is good..
i don't know what to do.. ugh... bye...
you probably know who you are. i kind of hope you do.. but then i don't.. i don't want things to change between us.. i still want to be able to hug you as i always have.. i don't want anything to be different between us.. i really don't.. but i don't know.. i'm sorry if i avoid you.. i really am..
well yeah.. i don't know.. i just don't know..
well yeah.. competition tomorrow. i really don't want to go.. i don't even know how i'm getting there.. i think mika's takeing lea.. and i know lea doesn't want to see me.. and i don't think mika does either.. and my dad most likely isn't going.. meh.. i suppose i will go get a lock and ride my bike to eastlake.. whatever.. i don't care..
well yeah.. so how is everyone's spring break going? i hope it is good..
i don't know what to do.. ugh... bye...