What a fucking bad week.
Well, this sucks ass. After a great new year's, I seem to have piloted myself into a terrific cluster fuck unlike anything much I've ever had. First, the Unexpected! She breaks up with me (sort of)... after how high we were, how great I felt about it (with some reservations) - bam! I've fucked it up and lost it. Not her, just it. She still wants to be friends, and so do I, and with that, I should not be so concerned. But it's almost like an insult - not from her, but like I'm insulting myself. She describes "anguish" - what the fuck!? I put her through that without even so much as having an idea. I can't control myself, even. I contradicted and lied to myself and her. God damn it.
Now my lap top is dead, I'm down $200 on shite I didn't even need, and everything else is just going wacky. I feel like I'm in for a shitkicking tomorrow at parade I don't even know what for - I've just a feeling it's bound to happen.
At least Mac is coming back soon, at least for a bit. Nothing feels the same.
Now my lap top is dead, I'm down $200 on shite I didn't even need, and everything else is just going wacky. I feel like I'm in for a shitkicking tomorrow at parade I don't even know what for - I've just a feeling it's bound to happen.
At least Mac is coming back soon, at least for a bit. Nothing feels the same.