Gone w/ the darkness of it all
Well today has been just another, same shit differnt friday. Yesterday was odd. I talked to Dustins mom, My mom, Gee, kyle, Jamie, just one big talk on the phone day and i cleaned the entire time. Well i am assuming that Dustins step-mom is moving in this weekend. Would it be wrong for me to leave? Just go home. I enjoy it when it is just dustin and I, and this is gonna put everything on a choker. We will have to be quiet when dustin gets home cuz Tina will be in bed or asleep on the couch. Joni (dustins mom) said that the food that Tina buys she will write her name on it so we make sure not to mistake it for something of ours. She cant move any of her shit in, tho cuz there is no room. Exactly no room. It is a 2 bedroom and as i have found out it is hard to ocupy 4 people in here. And I dont want his Step-mom to dislike me nor do i want to dislike her and it seems that is exactly what is going to happen. Dustin and I are doing so good together and this is just gonna be awkward. Well o'well im just gonna go home to good 'ol beanfield. And chill there w/ my momma, i havent seen here in like a month and a half so family time might do us some good. Dustin and I have sorta established our own little family just me and him and it has been so amazing, so flawless here lately and stuff like this has to come along. What do you say to that? what are my actions suppose to be? I'm not sure, will someone help me out here. A little advice wont do me any harm.
**christine**
**christine**