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Mar 19, 2007 14:24

baaa. snagged from everyone and your mom.

Most of you on my flist don't really know my original characters personally. Small wonder, I don't really write much for them beyond RPing, though I really should. To remedy this to some small degree and give you a small introduction to the madness, I propose this ( Read more... )

wtf varis is doing a meme, meme, ocs, rp

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Haruka offensive March 19 2007, 23:48:15 UTC
If you asked her about why she always warned Gabe that he was in charge if she died, she'd say she was comfortable with it. Gabe operated on the same wavelength as Haruka, and she felt like despite him feeling himself incapable, he'd be up to it.

What is always left unsaid is that Haruka doesn't accept death. She knows it's something inevitable, but she had dreams, once. She wanted to be something special, someone spectacular. And in a way, she is, but it's a way no one will ever realize. She wants to see her face on a poster that isn't hanging in a porno hall, and she doesn't want to die before she accomplishes something more than being a bartender or the lover of a musician who will one day go on to be the next Kurt Cobain.

That aside, she's afraid of what's beyond that point. She is fairly certain that she won't survive this war, and she'll put on a nonchalant face, and act like it won't be a big deal if she's the next casualty, but she'd rather it was someone else than her. She enjoys her life, and there's nothing more terrifying than what lies at the end. Because she doesn't know. She doesn't know if there's a God, heaven or hell, and things she doesn't know, but has to plunge into inevitably, terrify her.

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