The causality dilemma...
as in, what came first: the chicken or the egg?
Or in my case [and the case of many others, I'm assured], do I {unconciously} seek out a certain type of person (boy), or is that just the type of person (boy) that I attract?
Does one cause the other? Is it a learned pattern? Or just coincidence?
Gah.
I try not to view it as making the same mistake again and again; rather, as each situtation being a learning experience... but really, c'mon now.
Maybe this is why I'm afraid of commitment. Maybe my fear of commitment leads to my poor boy choices.
Stupid causality dilemma.
Or in my case [and the case of many others, I'm assured], do I {unconciously} seek out a certain type of person (boy), or is that just the type of person (boy) that I attract?
Does one cause the other? Is it a learned pattern? Or just coincidence?
Gah.
I try not to view it as making the same mistake again and again; rather, as each situtation being a learning experience... but really, c'mon now.
Maybe this is why I'm afraid of commitment. Maybe my fear of commitment leads to my poor boy choices.
Stupid causality dilemma.