Great fuck
“I only make jokes to distract myself.” - Zero7,Distractions
I’m very distracted right now. By a lot of things. I’m trying to keep a happy smile through the constant storm of emotion around me and in me. Ha…I feel like one of those people who thinks everything they touch dies. I was like that once. Its more like everything around me is bearing down on me. I know I’m depressed because all I want to do is sleep but its not that bad I mean. When I’m really depressed I shut all forms of communication out.
My mom made this very valid point the other day, she says I’m never happy with anything. Eventually I find something bad about everything I like and I start to hate it. Chuck E. Cheese died fast, The Haunted Mansion died slowly, Silver is dieing the fastest and there’s one other thing that I like that I don’t want to hate but I’m not sure if its right for me. I think its more that I want it to be right for me than anything else. I just don’t want to get attached.
I don’t want to get into detail about silver cinemas but what I can say is that I don’t know what the fuck is going on. I just don’t think my manager understands that if he hovers over my shoulder, he makes me fuck up. I don’t care who you are if you stare at me while I’m trying to work on anything I’m going to trip over every proverbial bump in the rug. And than I will joke to distract myself from the frustration.
I was trying to tell a friend last night that I wasn’t frustrated, he doesn’t know me that well but I guess it emanates. In the big picture I am frustrated, I’m frustrated to the point of insanity.
Fuck.
I’m very distracted right now. By a lot of things. I’m trying to keep a happy smile through the constant storm of emotion around me and in me. Ha…I feel like one of those people who thinks everything they touch dies. I was like that once. Its more like everything around me is bearing down on me. I know I’m depressed because all I want to do is sleep but its not that bad I mean. When I’m really depressed I shut all forms of communication out.
My mom made this very valid point the other day, she says I’m never happy with anything. Eventually I find something bad about everything I like and I start to hate it. Chuck E. Cheese died fast, The Haunted Mansion died slowly, Silver is dieing the fastest and there’s one other thing that I like that I don’t want to hate but I’m not sure if its right for me. I think its more that I want it to be right for me than anything else. I just don’t want to get attached.
I don’t want to get into detail about silver cinemas but what I can say is that I don’t know what the fuck is going on. I just don’t think my manager understands that if he hovers over my shoulder, he makes me fuck up. I don’t care who you are if you stare at me while I’m trying to work on anything I’m going to trip over every proverbial bump in the rug. And than I will joke to distract myself from the frustration.
I was trying to tell a friend last night that I wasn’t frustrated, he doesn’t know me that well but I guess it emanates. In the big picture I am frustrated, I’m frustrated to the point of insanity.
Fuck.