just sever that leash and release
Today was really really fun. I needed to get away from home and the god damn computer...the drama...and stupid, mean, inconsiderate people.
I picked up Litza from her house and we headed off to Aliso Viejo. We got a little turned around on the way over, but we were fine after a while. It was cool taking her with me cuz she’s never been down there with me to visit Shasta.
We got to Shasta’s house and went inside for a while. Mimi informed me that they were out of peanut butter and I felt like crying. HAHA. You see, its tradition, whenever I go to Shasta’s I MUST make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and drink a soda. Well, I got my soda today, but no sandwich!
We 3 ladies went to the mall in Mission Viejo and boy was it CROWDED! I bought my dad a Spongebob keychain in FYE and waited in line for maybe 20 minutes for it! Shasta got hit on by this cute little fat old man who liked the Aquabats * wink wink *
The mall trip was really fun, but reaaaally long and tiring. I think we were there for 3 hours or so in search of the perfect gifts for the parentals. I bought my dad a jacket from Old Navy and my mom some soaps and lotions. I made them both candle holders in my ceramics class too, but I wont be able to get those till after break.
Afterwards we went to Del Taco and ate like mothas. There was an Indian lady in there whom Shasta said needed some hxc under-eye concealer. Poor lady.
Outside a bunch of “gangsters” were having a tailgate party and BLASTING 2 pac. I was afraid for my life. They waved at us, but we sped off in a fury!! MWAHAHAH.
Final stop: Barnes and Nobel at The Center. They didn’t have the book I was looking for so the lady at the register called other stores and put one on hold for me. She took FOREVER and I wanted to just say “forget it” because I realized I couldnt afford it anyway, but I let her do her thing and then we were outta there!
Back to Shasta’s for another traditional moment: The Eating of the Chocolate Chip Cookies!!!
Litza and I left and drove back to her house where we watched some of Titanic with Georgio. “RIGHT!” Just before we got to the good scene where Jack dies, Georgio changed the channel to some Mexican thing, but hey, what can ya do?
I think I’m gonna head to bed now with a clear mind. I cant let people bother me like I let them. I cant let people walk all over me and expect me to be there in the end. I have to stop being the nice guy and always “feeling bad” when I KNOW deep down that I did nothing wrong. With this whole situation that’s been going on, Ive been stressed out, depressed, and sad that I might lose a friend, but I’m finally learning that people are going to do what they want to do, whether or not they step all over my feelings in the process. I guess I just expect too much out of people. I expect them to act like I would act in a similar situation, but people are going to be greedy, people are going to be selfish sometimes and there’s not a damn thing I can do about it but stay positive and remove them from my thoughts.
Goodnight.
I picked up Litza from her house and we headed off to Aliso Viejo. We got a little turned around on the way over, but we were fine after a while. It was cool taking her with me cuz she’s never been down there with me to visit Shasta.
We got to Shasta’s house and went inside for a while. Mimi informed me that they were out of peanut butter and I felt like crying. HAHA. You see, its tradition, whenever I go to Shasta’s I MUST make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and drink a soda. Well, I got my soda today, but no sandwich!
We 3 ladies went to the mall in Mission Viejo and boy was it CROWDED! I bought my dad a Spongebob keychain in FYE and waited in line for maybe 20 minutes for it! Shasta got hit on by this cute little fat old man who liked the Aquabats * wink wink *
The mall trip was really fun, but reaaaally long and tiring. I think we were there for 3 hours or so in search of the perfect gifts for the parentals. I bought my dad a jacket from Old Navy and my mom some soaps and lotions. I made them both candle holders in my ceramics class too, but I wont be able to get those till after break.
Afterwards we went to Del Taco and ate like mothas. There was an Indian lady in there whom Shasta said needed some hxc under-eye concealer. Poor lady.
Outside a bunch of “gangsters” were having a tailgate party and BLASTING 2 pac. I was afraid for my life. They waved at us, but we sped off in a fury!! MWAHAHAH.
Final stop: Barnes and Nobel at The Center. They didn’t have the book I was looking for so the lady at the register called other stores and put one on hold for me. She took FOREVER and I wanted to just say “forget it” because I realized I couldnt afford it anyway, but I let her do her thing and then we were outta there!
Back to Shasta’s for another traditional moment: The Eating of the Chocolate Chip Cookies!!!
Litza and I left and drove back to her house where we watched some of Titanic with Georgio. “RIGHT!” Just before we got to the good scene where Jack dies, Georgio changed the channel to some Mexican thing, but hey, what can ya do?
I think I’m gonna head to bed now with a clear mind. I cant let people bother me like I let them. I cant let people walk all over me and expect me to be there in the end. I have to stop being the nice guy and always “feeling bad” when I KNOW deep down that I did nothing wrong. With this whole situation that’s been going on, Ive been stressed out, depressed, and sad that I might lose a friend, but I’m finally learning that people are going to do what they want to do, whether or not they step all over my feelings in the process. I guess I just expect too much out of people. I expect them to act like I would act in a similar situation, but people are going to be greedy, people are going to be selfish sometimes and there’s not a damn thing I can do about it but stay positive and remove them from my thoughts.
Goodnight.