Mad at the world, thats why I listen to slayer
Well I got a lot of things off my chest and I felt better, but I had to post that last entry as a private one to avoid contraversy. I dont want people mad at me or thinking Im mad at them...this part of the entry, however, will remain...
I dont know whats wrong with me. People just annoy the crap out of me lately. The way people treat me, the way people tell me things when they know i’ll get hurt, the way people are so damn nosy when it comes to me and Branden
But back to reality...and more complaining...why is it that when there’s a new love interest between you and another person, your friends and even some complete strangers have to know EVERY single detail?! You see, Branden and I have been “dating” (I guess thats how you would put it) for about a month now, and to this day, it completely boggles people’s minds why we’re not “official” yet. Some people go faster than others, and some go slower. With him and I , we go slower because we want to make this work. Rushing into things and claiming to be “in love” too early in a relationship can really mess you up. We’re fine with how we are right now, but people around us aren’t and I dont see what any of them have to do with it. His friends are always asking him what we’ve “done” together and my friends are always asking if we’re “going out” yet and when they hear the answer of “not yet...” they just cant seem to comprehend. Then what REALLY gets to me is people taking the idea of us “not being together officially” yet and twisting that around into “michelle doesnt like him as much as he likes her” or vice versa. If anything, I like him MORE than anyone else...that’s the very reason for taking things slowly.
Wow I’m mad at the world aren’t I?
I just need my winter break.
Sorry for bitchin, guys. =(
I dont know whats wrong with me. People just annoy the crap out of me lately. The way people treat me, the way people tell me things when they know i’ll get hurt, the way people are so damn nosy when it comes to me and Branden
But back to reality...and more complaining...why is it that when there’s a new love interest between you and another person, your friends and even some complete strangers have to know EVERY single detail?! You see, Branden and I have been “dating” (I guess thats how you would put it) for about a month now, and to this day, it completely boggles people’s minds why we’re not “official” yet. Some people go faster than others, and some go slower. With him and I , we go slower because we want to make this work. Rushing into things and claiming to be “in love” too early in a relationship can really mess you up. We’re fine with how we are right now, but people around us aren’t and I dont see what any of them have to do with it. His friends are always asking him what we’ve “done” together and my friends are always asking if we’re “going out” yet and when they hear the answer of “not yet...” they just cant seem to comprehend. Then what REALLY gets to me is people taking the idea of us “not being together officially” yet and twisting that around into “michelle doesnt like him as much as he likes her” or vice versa. If anything, I like him MORE than anyone else...that’s the very reason for taking things slowly.
Wow I’m mad at the world aren’t I?
I just need my winter break.
Sorry for bitchin, guys. =(