May 19, 2008 23:27
Guess what God? This time, the joke's on you.
Normally about now, I'd be all optimistic that I might actually have a chance with her, but not this time.
No, I'm not going to give you the satisfaction of breaking me down yet again, you sadistic sonovabitch.
I'm gonna stick to my plan, get the fuck out of dodge and skip this shithole country.
Sucks though, cause she's fucking perfect for me.
By the gods is she amazing.
That smile could end wars, seriously.
She's someone I could wake up next to 50 years from now, and be as happy as the first time I woke up next to her.
If only this time it could be for keeps.
If only.
C'mon God, surely by now you owe me one? I've taken all the shit, taken every beating you've dished out... surely even I deserve a happy ending?
Ah well, I'll always have my dreams.