you were not the same after that.

Dec 11, 2004 03:15

you gave your life to jesus christ.
and after all your friends went home
you came down
you looked around.
you were not the same after that.

so today was really interesting.
i actually got up early, and got all the way to logic, to find that we only had about ten or fifteen minutes of lecture and then drew handed out a practice test. so, deciding it was pointless to stay, i took the test and left, so i'll have it to work on this weekend. surprisingly it doesnt look too hard.
then i came back to christensen and passed out for an hour and a half or so, then ended up going to french early because if i didnt leave early i wasnt going to go at all. i was pretty freakin tired.
french was pretty short, and pretty cool. in retrospect, the madame was not so bad after all. i feel a lot more comfortable with plus que parfait and all of the other tenses. its too bad i never want to speak the language again, unless its with madame murphy, and its horribly anglicized.
after french there was lunch, and then the sitting in my room dripping like a drowned rodent.
then skel and brynn came over!
it was an exciting, brynn-filled day. she is cute.
however, i realized that i was definitely not her type all day, and she certainly did not seem into me much at all. so, in a bit of that kind of mood, and combined with the crappy weather, i slipped into another jeff lambert mood and started thinking about transferring schools to some magical faraway land that doesnt exist where bad things dont happen. anyway, we got chinese food, and it was amazing, then we went to zylas and wandered around and abbie got me the best christmas gift ever. she found an alf hand puppet, which is awesome in itself, but furthermore: HE TALKS! he says a bunch of random alf sayings. its so awesome!
then there was more hanging out at hetzel, and the playing of halo and the watching of bits and pieces of army of darkness. brynn left for a while to attend some party she felt she had to go to, and skel went out with bales' roommate. then noey abbie ricker and i went to dhop, and got pizza, and it was stellar though wet. abbie also said that brynn [ for some unknown reason, considering i'd been a surly old man all night ] held a good deal of interest in me! furthermore, not only does she want to stop all of the really bad habits that she has, but she wants to learn more about religion! crazy! and, on top of that, theres a chance that abbie and brynn might room together next fall. that could be interesting, but its too early to tell if it'll happen.
anyway shortly after we got back from dhop skel and brynn returned one after the other. liz visited briefly, but then ended up leaving again, so there went our plans for watching a movie. frankly, i wasnt too surprised. oh well. so yeah, we hung out, and brynn did not look good. ricker and i played halo on xbox live, and i went to the bathroom and one point and came in to find brynn heaving into a trashcan. it was really sad. i wasnt sure if she'd drank anything, but she certainly wasnt acting normal, and now this wasnt dealing her the right cards either. i kind of slipped in and out of a jeff mood for a while. then i ended up just wanting to get her and her car home safely [ she had been driving around in the pouring rain in such a condition, and its a miracle that she didnt hurt herself or someone else ]. i felt so bad for her, because all she did was say that she was such a horrible person, and all she wanted to do was stop, but she couldnt. it was really sad.
eventually skel and abbie and i all got her to her car and drove her home, where i wanted to take her key, but ended up passing on that. fortunately she didnt go anywhere other than her bed. the three of us walked back to campus and home to our respective places afterwards, and surprisingly, it wasnt miserable. it was actually pretty nice, despite the coldness and the rain.
in any case i got back and talked to her for a bit online, and i finally got her to go to sleep. tomorrow we're going to go to lunch to talk about stuff. i am quite excited. she seems to be a very cool person, with a handful of problems. its not often that i feel like i can actually help someone like this [ nor is it often that i even come in contact with a person like this ], and for some reason, i feel like i can help.
so damn it i'm going to try really hard. besides, what else am i going to do? homework? psffshfshf.

also, joanna and liz are coming up ...today, and i dont know what the deal is there. hopefully rachael can get them from the train station because i sure as hell cant. they are the ones that are supplying my ride home for the weekend. also, we get to make a movie! i am excited for later today, despite the fact that i'm going to have to run it all on about seven hours of sleep. oh, i'll have to lug home some books and stuff too, so i can work on my english final as well as my logic work.
i'm thinking i'm probably going to be home saturday night with joanna and co, then sunday afternoon i'll come back to campus and study a lot and work on my paper so i can hand it in by four on monday. then i'll spend the rest of the day monday as well as all day tuesday working on my logic stuff and then getting a lot of sleep for my exam wednesday. then i'll move a bunch of my crap out, and come back friday night for my french exam and to get my computer.
wow. first semesters almost over.

hahh jeess.
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