Dec 30, 2006 18:39
Dear Live Journal, or anyone who gives a shit about reading this.
You probably won't see me writing in this much more. I can't say why, I don't even know myself.
Did you ever just get that feeling, or felt a certain way? I don't know why but, I think im feeling anxiety. Worse then i ever have before. I can't stop shaking, and my heart feels like its in my throat. Tears well up but nor do they fall. Pieces of me are dying each day and thus I don't know how to cope with myself. You may have noticed that I haven't been on aim, or myspace or any of that shit, I dont know, if people want to talk to me, i'd rather them call. I guess I am just sheltering myself. I don't even know how to end.. So I think I will just leave it on this note. Many great things will enter and leave your life, but never regret any of it.