i dont know what to feel..
SO why feel at all...
Its seems as if the only people that care are the freinds that I have become closer to in the past few weeks..everyone that i have known could give two shits, foreal its just a hi, helllo want to go to a show want to hang out mabye ill call you....{mabye you wont} ahh i get that alot everyone always says that...it seems the only time i can ever chill with someone that i care about,i have to do all the work i have to make the calls..am i the only one that cares about the relationships that I have had and now have..if so let me know because if im the only one that cares then why am i even trying..I dont like looking like a fool i dont like looking like a little dog chasing after something that only i want..gaah it agrevates me so much..i dont know mabye i should re think ths all and get back to my lj.. yea i will do that..
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