how did i let others make me feel uncomfortable in my own house?

Jul 23, 2006 02:05

Its officially 723. My brother and I coordinated a party at my house. It didn't exactly work out in my favor. Paul is in a whole other country, Aida isnt in town this wknd, all the Regal kids work until late and then relatively early the next day... Chelsie was sleeping when I called her between 11p-12am. And everything my brother bought tastes better.
There was one group of people worth hanging with tonight, except Chris Andrews was all up in the conversation and frankly he irritates me. I find nothing he says of interest.

Heres to drinking faster. ::clink::

I'm tempted to take everything I purchased away from the gathering. But that makes me look bad. And I'm working on some issues. But damnit, I'm going to bed, so its not like I'll be enjoying any of the shit I bought. Chances are it will be gone by morning and I will have had nothing to do with it. =/ And its not right to take away from people who actually brought stuff that we asked [mike, luis... and kneel, gil, monica didnt show up empty handed.] But this veronica girl? and fuckin marcos and sean? seriously.

I'm really sad Ed didn't come. Steve-Dave too. Camilo I dont really care about b/c he wuda spent that whole time talkina suarez and otherwise being ridiculous. Phil/Andres say they might pass by after work, which sounds like a nice way to let me down. Woulda been nice.

Shes an idiot. She parks like an idiot, and doesnt bother to introduce herself to me, even tho i fuckin live here and everyone else knows me. I already dislike her. I dislike anyone who makes me introduce myself to them first.

Everyone picked pretty good name tags. I'm neurotic. Nigs arrogant. Kneel is Loud. Someone took "boring" off gil and put "passive" on him, highlighting his passivity! It was excellent. Suarez picked annoying. good choice

People i didnt even know knew paul are asking about paul. ahhhh cant wait till he gets back. ppl at walgreens wanna meet him and shit...
I wanna meet him!!

today, officially, 2 more days. but lets call it 3 for now.

Sunny Chik Says: is it bad that im avoiding the party in my own house?
Steveisoverthere: if you don't wanna party you don't wanna party
Sunny Chik Says: =)

someone who fuckin' understands.

this corner of the earth is like me in many ways
i can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
on the face of this i'm blessed when the sunlight comes for free
i know this corner of the earth, it smiles at me.

fin.
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