Wow..

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Didn't really think I'd be able to sort it out, honestly. But, lying usually makes things better, right? Doesn't make sense, but don't for a second say that you wouldn't lie if you thought it'd make you feel better. Not talkin to Samantha hasn't given me the solace I was expecting. It actually kinda drug me on. So long story short, went and hung out with the lovely E.B. whom is still beautiful, mind you. Then she told me I had to go see Sam. So... being the... idiot... that I am, lol. I did. Turns out I actually needed it. So did she... Made a consensus. She can't invite me to the wedding if I talk to her. She agreed with MUCH less reluctancy than I expected, but that's fine. If someone would prefer to argue with you than not talk to you at all... That's true. No better word. What you have with that person is more of an understanding than you understand. I can't believe she wouldn't give up on me. Anyone in their right mind would have, but then again... she dated me... she's really NOT in her right mind. 8^/ After all was said and done, just kinda laid there, her with me, and we both almost passed out. Tired. I promised I'd call when I got home to let her know I got their safe. I had to call Paul to stay awake. No. I don't regret it at all in retrospect, but it's amazing what love can do sometimes. I'm still caught off guard. I bought my Thursday cd again! I still love it. ^_^ I've decided the tatoo I'm going to get. The Thursday dove on my bicep. ^_^ Even though it's against Lev. 19:28, I've decided it. Richard is fishing with his Dad. I let him down yesterday, I was supposed to call him when I got home. I forgot when I was with Sam. He's alright. I'm gonna miss him, too much though. Might have to just move down there with him, lol. Hung out with Bryan Pirosko all day Monday? or Tuesday maybe... don't know off hand. Anyway, he's doing excellent from what I can tell. He's got time to sleep now, and that's something he never really did much of. If he doesn't begin to flourish behind that Ibanez, something's really wrong. Dad has come down with a cold. Nothing serious, but it still sucks. LoL Mom and Britt are still mom and Britt... They are just "eh". And I myself and a lot better today. ^_^
Late,
JD