Not really sure
I don't exactly know how I feel after last night. I told Samantha that I can't talk to her anymore. It's partially true though... I can't handle the emotional roller coaster with her. And it seems she only calls back when I say I won't talk to her anymore if she doesn't. I don't know. I know in my heart it's the right thing to do. I'm done with that life, time to move on. If only she knew what was in store for her. If only I knew what was in store for her. LoL She's quite unpredictable. But in any case, I'm just gonna let it work now. See what happens over here. Bri's theory of her boobs hurt before period is apparently true. I asked around, that was news to me, lol. I started reading the Bible again, I'm in Genesis 5 now. I told Him I'm never going back. I meant it. I'm tired of running from the "Battles" i choose to engage in. He's not with me when I do the wrong things. I tend to fail on my own as well. I'msick and tired of trying to do everything on my own and failing. That's just the way it's gonna be. Today was ok I suppose. I finished my Philosophy response, and I'm going to go to my high school tomorrow and get some help working on my English Portfolio. I also have to get my flat tire fixed though. And my EDPS project has got to get finished. I've still only got like a page and a half. It's required at about 5. I'm going to call someone and interview them by phone. That'll eat up my last resource and I'll be done with that part at least. She'll probably only get 3 pages. That's reasonable. Things aren't bad at all here though. Ceaira is being nice to me, she thought I was mad at her, it was kinda funny. I've decided that I'm not going to go out with her though. ^_^ I'm gonna find someone better. She's great, she's got the background and is a real sweetheart, but she's a bad influence, I've got enough of them to handle right now. I need to get over this stupid cold though. I'm so sick. I couldn't breathe almost this morning. Took my nasal spray and I began to blow blood... I know... it's sick, but it's a sign of exactly how sick I am, lol. Feeling pretty good though. And I'll cut it there. Show Thursday, BE THERE!
Late,
JD
Late,
JD